Living in a fog

One morning you wake up and everything is so clear, the next you are in a fog.   What seemed so simple and right, now leaves you feeling confused and in a haze.  That's how life is, constantly battling your inner self.  What if or why not, did I make the right decision, why now, why not before, why hasn't the one I love reached out?   Why am I not important?  I guess it doesn't matter, the why or why not, the what if, all that matters now is the healing, the moving forward, the learning to truly be happy alone and loving myself.

I was so incredibly blessed to be surrounded  this weekend by people who love me and remind me that I am never truly alone.   I might not be where I need to be, yet or be with the one I want but I do know that I know the difference between needing and wanting.    I know that I don't need anyone for this walk, I don't need anyone for this life and I don't want to live in a fog.  I want to show myself the love that I deserve and I want that love to radiate to the world.  When I'm ready, the one will be there and it will be who I want.   Thank you God for lifting the fog.