My Patience Button
My patience is running awfully thin today. My stomach is growling, my head is hurting and I've been sitting in a hospital room for hours waiting for answers for my Dad. Seems to be what I want most in life, answers, but I want them NOW!!!
This is where I have to learn how to wait, how to take advantage of the time given and breathe. Focus on the things I have control of and releasing those that I don't.
I was given a quarter and told to use it as my patience button, when I started to feel uneasy, to press it and remember that I must be patient. Some days I just want what I want and being patient isn't part of that plan.
I have to walk away from my love, my best friend, my calm. He has to live life and figure out things for himself and I have to do the same. I wanted to do that together, it's all I've ever wanted, to go through hard times with someone but I can't. He has to do this without me, me without him.
Great things come from those who wait, I want great things, so I will wear my patience button out.
I made my patience button into a necklace....
This is where I have to learn how to wait, how to take advantage of the time given and breathe. Focus on the things I have control of and releasing those that I don't.
I was given a quarter and told to use it as my patience button, when I started to feel uneasy, to press it and remember that I must be patient. Some days I just want what I want and being patient isn't part of that plan.
I have to walk away from my love, my best friend, my calm. He has to live life and figure out things for himself and I have to do the same. I wanted to do that together, it's all I've ever wanted, to go through hard times with someone but I can't. He has to do this without me, me without him.
Great things come from those who wait, I want great things, so I will wear my patience button out.
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