There comes a time in ones life that you have to admit and accept what life really is. You have to open your eyes and see what you need to see, not what you want to see. I have been living a lie, a lie to myself. I have given myself Rose colored glasses and refused to take them off.....until now.
I know that someone can love you very deeply and still not want to be with you. I know that you can love someone so deeply that you no longer desire to be with anyone else. These two things I saw today.
I will move forward with life, knowing how lucky I was to feel love and to feel loved, even if for just a short time. I will heal, protect myself from continuing to fall even deeper and I will one day be able to look at him without feeling my heart race, without catching my breath when he smiles, without feeling completely lost. But maybe not....this might be how I feel forever
I know that someone can love you very deeply and still not want to be with you. I know that you can love someone so deeply that you no longer desire to be with anyone else. These two things I saw today.
I will move forward with life, knowing how lucky I was to feel love and to feel loved, even if for just a short time. I will heal, protect myself from continuing to fall even deeper and I will one day be able to look at him without feeling my heart race, without catching my breath when he smiles, without feeling completely lost. But maybe not....this might be how I feel forever
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