Questions with no answers.
Not knowing is so hard, not understanding, not being told what's going on can feel like a punishment. We don't see what is happening, we don't feel the others pain, we don't comprehend someone else's heart and actions. All we know is, we feel lost and confused, worn and weary, maybe even used and discarded. We feel hurt, scared, sad and angry, wondering what we did wrong, what we could've done better or what we completely missed all together. These are legitimate questions, they are real and we feel lost not knowing all of the answers.
George Washington Carver asked God why he made the universe, God replied that his mind was too small and he needed to ask a different question, so he did, he asked why God made the earth, again, God told him that was too big for him to understand. He then asked why God made humans, too big replied God, so he asked why did God make plants and God said his mind was too small, to ask again. George Washington Carver finally asked God why he made the peanut and God told him. He allowed GWC to understand the make up of the simple little peanut in which he made over 300 different uses for. God allowed him to see only what he needed, only what his little mind could understand.
I know that there are answers to my questions, I also know that all won't be answered, only the ones I need, to continue on my path. We have to be willing to accept it when God says our minds are too little, that we cannot know and understand. We have to allow ourselves the freedom to be ok with the answer we get, it's the only answer that we will need. It might seem like peanuts to you but think of all the things you can do with a peanut.
George Washington Carver asked God why he made the universe, God replied that his mind was too small and he needed to ask a different question, so he did, he asked why God made the earth, again, God told him that was too big for him to understand. He then asked why God made humans, too big replied God, so he asked why did God make plants and God said his mind was too small, to ask again. George Washington Carver finally asked God why he made the peanut and God told him. He allowed GWC to understand the make up of the simple little peanut in which he made over 300 different uses for. God allowed him to see only what he needed, only what his little mind could understand.
I know that there are answers to my questions, I also know that all won't be answered, only the ones I need, to continue on my path. We have to be willing to accept it when God says our minds are too little, that we cannot know and understand. We have to allow ourselves the freedom to be ok with the answer we get, it's the only answer that we will need. It might seem like peanuts to you but think of all the things you can do with a peanut.
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