Happy realization
Awake at 2:30am, sweating, nauseous, shaking, and heart racing isn't fun. Feeling the same way 45 mins later is even worse.
I've got my emotions under check, I am at peace, I trust and appreciate where I am right now, my life isn't what I want but I know it will be, these are the things I'm going over in my head as I'm trying to find a reason for feeling like crap in the wee hours of the night. I thought I was doing so well, damnit, what am I missing???
Then it hits me, the chills and a bit of achy body pains, makes want to laugh and cry, I've got a bug. I've been analyzing my emotional well being, trying to figure out where I'm off balance and it's just a simple stomach virus. I've never been this happy to feel this sick.
I've got my emotions under check, I am at peace, I trust and appreciate where I am right now, my life isn't what I want but I know it will be, these are the things I'm going over in my head as I'm trying to find a reason for feeling like crap in the wee hours of the night. I thought I was doing so well, damnit, what am I missing???
Then it hits me, the chills and a bit of achy body pains, makes want to laugh and cry, I've got a bug. I've been analyzing my emotional well being, trying to figure out where I'm off balance and it's just a simple stomach virus. I've never been this happy to feel this sick.
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