To each, his own journey.
We each have a path that we travel. Some of us know that path from the beginning, some of us, it's takes a while to find and some of us, find a fork in the road and realize change has to happen to continue in the right direction. The latter throws us, confuses us and makes us question so many things. "Why" is the million dollar question. Why the fuck now? Why should I have to change. Why is this taking so long. Why didn't I see it. You might look at the situation and say there is no answer to any of these "whys". That's usually the case when it's YOU, when you're in the midst of the situation at hand. It's so easy to see and answer for others, to see their path that they are blind to, to understand what needs to happen for them to begin the journey that you have clarity over and to them looks like a cornfield in Nov after a hard rain and it's nothing but mud. I've experienced this myself, I'm clueless in my own skin and yet all of those around me see it clear as day. I don't have an answer of why we cannot see in ourselves what the outside sees, why we are blissfully unaware. Maybe it's self preservation, self doubt, self centerdness. I don't know, it just is what it is.
When we finally get to that place where an ephany happens, a light shines down, a cloud is lifted for a moment, we might not see the path yet we see we need to start walking in hopes a light brightens the way.
I've said it before and I'll say it again, sometimes, we have to let someone's light shine on our walk so we can see the way just until our own light begins to shine enough to continue alone.
Not many that I know have had that "ah ha" moment of clarity but oddly enough, the person I had mine with, I was present for his. To me, this is in itself an ah ha moment. It's not coincidence, it's karma. The good kind of course. My therapist said it was serendipitous, one of my favorite words (she didn't know that) but I don't believe it was a chance happening, I know that it has its purpose and as long as we allow this to organically flow, everything will be ok.
Our paths were meant to cross, our paths were meant to make a turn and if it's meant to be, our paths will end up at the same place. Just allow me to walk along the path as long as you need me to. It's your path, your journey, I just want to be a light.
When we finally get to that place where an ephany happens, a light shines down, a cloud is lifted for a moment, we might not see the path yet we see we need to start walking in hopes a light brightens the way.
I've said it before and I'll say it again, sometimes, we have to let someone's light shine on our walk so we can see the way just until our own light begins to shine enough to continue alone.
Not many that I know have had that "ah ha" moment of clarity but oddly enough, the person I had mine with, I was present for his. To me, this is in itself an ah ha moment. It's not coincidence, it's karma. The good kind of course. My therapist said it was serendipitous, one of my favorite words (she didn't know that) but I don't believe it was a chance happening, I know that it has its purpose and as long as we allow this to organically flow, everything will be ok.
Our paths were meant to cross, our paths were meant to make a turn and if it's meant to be, our paths will end up at the same place. Just allow me to walk along the path as long as you need me to. It's your path, your journey, I just want to be a light.
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