Kindly get out of my way
People are confusing creatures. They say one thing and do another, act one way around some, become a different person around others. You never know what you're getting, or better yet , who.....
I was this way, I had to be someone different for every person, always trying to "fit in", be liked and be accepted for who they wanted me to be. I tried really hard, so much so, I either forgot who I was or never really knew. I'm learning the new me, my likes, dislikes, my hopes and dreams, my desires for the future, my wants for the now. Remember Julia Robert's character in Run Away Bride, she didn't know how she liked her eggs, just always ate them however the fiancé of the moment ate his. She had to try all of the eggs to figure out what SHE liked, her own taste and her own wants. I don't remember what kind she decided upon, scrambled or poached, all I know is that I can so totally relate.
I no longer question how I like my eggs.....I know what I want, who I want, what I want my future to hold....I no longer worry if I'll get them. I know who I am and I'm someone who deserves to be loved for being me. Not for pretending to be someone else, not for who someone wants me to be, not for who society thinks I should be but for ME!
This girl is done with games, done with guessing and hoping, done with people who don't know or are too afraid to stand up and say what they want. This girl is taking the bull by the horns and I am going to enjoy life, with or without people's acceptance because this girl accepts who I am.
If you want to be a part of my life, great, if you don't, kindly get out of my way because I have a fantastic life and future to live and I don't have time for "maybes".
I AM ENOUGH!
I was this way, I had to be someone different for every person, always trying to "fit in", be liked and be accepted for who they wanted me to be. I tried really hard, so much so, I either forgot who I was or never really knew. I'm learning the new me, my likes, dislikes, my hopes and dreams, my desires for the future, my wants for the now. Remember Julia Robert's character in Run Away Bride, she didn't know how she liked her eggs, just always ate them however the fiancé of the moment ate his. She had to try all of the eggs to figure out what SHE liked, her own taste and her own wants. I don't remember what kind she decided upon, scrambled or poached, all I know is that I can so totally relate.
I no longer question how I like my eggs.....I know what I want, who I want, what I want my future to hold....I no longer worry if I'll get them. I know who I am and I'm someone who deserves to be loved for being me. Not for pretending to be someone else, not for who someone wants me to be, not for who society thinks I should be but for ME!
This girl is done with games, done with guessing and hoping, done with people who don't know or are too afraid to stand up and say what they want. This girl is taking the bull by the horns and I am going to enjoy life, with or without people's acceptance because this girl accepts who I am.
If you want to be a part of my life, great, if you don't, kindly get out of my way because I have a fantastic life and future to live and I don't have time for "maybes".
I AM ENOUGH!
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