Possibilities.
Life is full of possibilities, they are all around us. There is an endless bounty of things yet to discover about ourselves, what we have in us and what we can share with the world. Skreeetch....(in my head that sounds like a record being scratched). Yes, I'm putting this to a halt, I'm not sure if I believe that bullshit I just spewed all over this page. Honestly , I don't think life is full of possibilities or that they are all around us. I'm not even sure we have things to discover about ourselves that we can share with the world. I know, I'm sounding a bit cynical, yet, I'm not.
I don't see life as full of possibilities, rather WE are full of possibilities. They definitely aren't all around us, they are IN us. We have nothing to discover about ourselves, we know it's there, it's hidden behind fucked up childhoods or abusive relationships. It's covered by grief or sadness, eclipsed by self doubt and self loathing. Do we need to share with the world? Nah, no one needs to share anything, it's a personal choice.
Today, someone said to me that she couldn't wait to read the blog she thought I should start about the possibilities we have in life. She wants me to talk about how I fought against the Type 2 Diabetes and am no longer on meds. I told her I have a Blog already about something totally different , her reply was simple , "Terri, you're a teacher , teach the world" (No, I'm not a teacher, the kids I could handle, it's the parents that would drive me nuts).
Oh the POSSIBITIES in me...there are many and I already know they are there. Lori made my day, she made me cry (not really that hard to do, I'm a softy). We all are teachers, we all have so much we can give to the world.....we just have to want to.
I don't see life as full of possibilities, rather WE are full of possibilities. They definitely aren't all around us, they are IN us. We have nothing to discover about ourselves, we know it's there, it's hidden behind fucked up childhoods or abusive relationships. It's covered by grief or sadness, eclipsed by self doubt and self loathing. Do we need to share with the world? Nah, no one needs to share anything, it's a personal choice.
Today, someone said to me that she couldn't wait to read the blog she thought I should start about the possibilities we have in life. She wants me to talk about how I fought against the Type 2 Diabetes and am no longer on meds. I told her I have a Blog already about something totally different , her reply was simple , "Terri, you're a teacher , teach the world" (No, I'm not a teacher, the kids I could handle, it's the parents that would drive me nuts).
Oh the POSSIBITIES in me...there are many and I already know they are there. Lori made my day, she made me cry (not really that hard to do, I'm a softy). We all are teachers, we all have so much we can give to the world.....we just have to want to.
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