Love is hard. Love is harder when you have ideas of what you want that love to look like. Love is hardest when you try to push your ideas onto the one you want to love.
That's what I did, to be honest, it's what I keep doing. Did it today, not on purpose yet by realizing I did it, makes me question my motive.
I thought I wanted the fairytale, I thought I wanted what I thought I saw everyone else have. Pushing for what I want is pushing him away.
Will I ever learn? Will I ever just accept life as it comes daily? What is my block? What is holding me back?
That's what I did, to be honest, it's what I keep doing. Did it today, not on purpose yet by realizing I did it, makes me question my motive.
I thought I wanted the fairytale, I thought I wanted what I thought I saw everyone else have. Pushing for what I want is pushing him away.
Will I ever learn? Will I ever just accept life as it comes daily? What is my block? What is holding me back?
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