Trust Without Answers
Trust is so hard when you are hurting, when you felt so deeply and truly for someone and they were so quick to move on, so easily able to put you in a box. You question if you ever meant anything at all, whether words that were spoken just days before were true or just words. Sometimes we don't have the answers, sometimes these questions haunt us and we have to believe with trust that our hearts were right, that words said were real, that what you know deep in your own spirit is truth.
Pain is something you must feel, you must walk through to truly heal. Masking the pain with instant gratification only leads to more pain, more sorrow, more brokenness. To really heal, we must allow ourselves to feel the loneliness and sorrow, we must not ignore what is natural and in a way, healthy.
My heart aches, I won't be like others who seek someone to fill the hole left behind, that will not make the hole, whole again
I have to walk through the deep waters of my broken heart, to learn my strength and my worth. I must trust that the promise I felt 18 months ago still holds true, I must trust without answers.
Pain is something you must feel, you must walk through to truly heal. Masking the pain with instant gratification only leads to more pain, more sorrow, more brokenness. To really heal, we must allow ourselves to feel the loneliness and sorrow, we must not ignore what is natural and in a way, healthy.
My heart aches, I won't be like others who seek someone to fill the hole left behind, that will not make the hole, whole again
I have to walk through the deep waters of my broken heart, to learn my strength and my worth. I must trust that the promise I felt 18 months ago still holds true, I must trust without answers.
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